Lizzy(aka Bunny) (whatitallmeans) wrote in too_depresed,
Lizzy(aka Bunny)

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I am thinking about cutting...i dont know if i have the gust to do it again and fail..again.My mom and i had another fight.I know big suprise.She was just telling me of how much of a burden i was to her.O how my mother loves me.Why is it always my fault.I am so fucked..i have had it up to here with her.
Damnit..if i ever grow up i hope to god i am not like her.If i ever turn out like my mother WHEN i will kill my self.
I dont know what has happened to my life.NAd why is it so harder when i try to stop cutting.Some times i think i didnt stop cutting for my-self but for other people. And if i cut i am only let other ppl down and that makes me want to cut more.I am just so tired.And i cant stop crying..i think i am having a brake down.I need HELP.
ANd i cant believe i might cut after 3 weeks ..DAMNIT
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May 5 2005, 20:03:29 UTC 12 years ago

i can't believe no one has commented on this yet. :(
my advice to you is to concentrate only on the good things in life. bad things only bring you down and if you keep thinking about them then you won't end up with anything left. negativity only destroys you. i's so incredibly hard to see the good in life sometimes (a lot of times). i hope this cheers you up:

15 Things You Probably Never Knew or Thought About

1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they
would die for you.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.

3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because
they want to be just like you.

4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even
if they don't like you.

5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go
to sleep.

6. You mean the world to someone.

7. If not for you, someone may not be living.

8. You are special and unique.

9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.

10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something
good comes from it.

11. When you think the world has turned its back on you,
take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.

12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you
want, you probably won't get it; but if you believe in yourself,
probably, sooner or later, you will get it.

13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget
about the rude remarks.

14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will
feel much better when they know.

15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them
know that they are great.
A Minute: They say it takes a minute to find a special
person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an
entire life to forget them. Take the time ... to live and love.

hope things get better
me :)